Ah Loh La Ai Yoh (sounds like some of unknown Vietnamese someone speaks)

How come ah.

Malay guys seem to attract me more than the others?

But all short short one.. shorter than me lah.

But they’re all nice..

Haha. Funny loh.

And probably “Bear Bear” (LOL) will say something like, “Quite dangerous ah.”

Oh yeah. I’m somehow starting to think that maybe, just maybe (don’t get a heart attack lah), I should just continue working instead of studying.

I really really really really enjoy work. Okay, maybe I enjoy more of the people there lah. So nice loh. Like so “family family”.  And how we entertain each other, ‘cerita’ to each other about really funny or fussy customers, play pranks on each other at times. It’s like. If only I could just record or take photos of each moment I spent there. Truly, it’s a memory to cherish forever. And I’m learning Malay lingo now. Hah.

Siao man.

I really feel like an old ah ma ah-ing, loh-ing and aiyoh-ing here and there man.

Anyway, I applied for JPA, Sastera & Kemanusiaan..

Got short-listed for the interview.

Dunno lahh.

Very tiring loh to think of so many things. It’s all like so uncertain. And yet I think of them. But actually it’s quite certain.  Aiyoh.

I need something called  s l e e p .


Di sini ku menanti..aku menanti)

Dalam tidur Ku terjaga dan terasa sunyi

Kedinginan semata-mata menyelubungi

Masih jua (Di sini ku menanti)

Masih jua (Aku menanti)

Masih jua (Aku menanti)

Masih jua (Aku menanti)

by douglas lim & chelsia ng


I really like this show!

And it’s the best Malaysian TV series so far!

So so so much better!

And thanks to 8TV, I can watch the episodes online…

now that I’m working on Sunday nights…


*can’t wait for the next episode* 


I’ve always wondered, what if I were living during Jesus’ days, which part of the crowd would I be? What would my thoughts be? Would I understand what Jesus’ saying? Would I remember that He said He would die and rise again, when He takes upon Himself the cup of suffering?

I’ve watched clips and clips of Passion of the Christ, even the movie itself. And today, I watched one of the clips again during YF.

There was one part before Jesus said, “It is accomplished.” Mary, the mother of Jesus, went in front of Jesus’ feet, and kissed His feet.

I’ve never realise that scene, and that scene really struck me today. Mary kissed His feet!

Ah. It doesn’t seem much. But, she kissed His feet, even though His feet was like bloody. Dry blood, wet blood… she still kissed His feet. Oh wait, not to mention dirty dirty feet as well.

Before she kissed His feet, she made a choice to go in front of the cross. Imagine, people were around her. The Roman soldiers were definitely there. The crowd that mocked Him would have been there. As she walked up to the front, there was a cost. It was a risk. Who knows the discrimination she had to face?

As I think of it, maybe Mary, being the “mother of Jesus” (sort of), how much love she poured out for Jesus, as her son and as her God, her Saviour. And I think she probably went through rejection, or even, the topic for the gossips.

Like when Jesus started His ministry, He went to towns, performing miracles, preaching, rebuking. Some tried to stone Him, some told Him to leave, some praised Him. News about Jesus is like everywhere.

Maybe when Mary went to the market, she could hear other women talking about Jesus. About her. About her family. And what if they were talking something bad? Sure it would have pierced her heart. Or maybe, people started asking her if the things they heard were true. How would she have answered?

Did she doubt at times? Of who Jesus is? Like when He was away doing ministry. He didn’t get to meet her. And He was on news everywhere. Or did Jesus/God prepare her before He went off?

Uh. Okay. Just some thoughts passing through my mind as I just think and thought-ing on this…

Anyway, I don’t know really how I would be, if I were to live during Jesus’ days. Cause, I have not experienced their way of life at that time.

Ya lo.

Happy Easter! 

Little is Much

Downhere – Little is Much [3:46] – Wide-Eyed and Mystified

What is the measure of a life well lived
If all I can offer seems too small to give
This is a song for the weaker, the poorer
And so-called failures

Little is much when God’s in it
And no one can fathom the plans He holds
Little is much when God’s in it
He changes the world with the seeds we sow
Little is much, little is much

Who feels tired and under-qualified
Who feels deserted, and hung out to dry
This is a song for the broken, the beat-up
And so-called losers

Consider a Kingdom in the smallest seed
Consider that giants fall to stones and slings
Consider a child in a manger
Consider the story isn’t over
What can be done with what you still have

“Little is much when God’s in it
And no one can fathom the plans He holds
Little is much when God’s in it
He changes the world with the seeds we sow
Little is much, little is much”

Trust that HE KNOWS. 

Work-ie-ing at Barney’s

It truly has been a journey!
And it hasn’t ended yet =)
 Ain (one the left) has really been a great friend at work..
Heh, and all those “bullying” with her other partner in crime:
 Yes, this is Ina. She’s small, cute, but a cili padi.
And because she’s small, she was to walk faster when there’s a lot of customers.
 Ika! The cashier.. The way she handles work, situations, wow. It is really amazing. And she really doesn’t look the same age as me, but she is!
 Epul, his laughter is a bit high pitch.. hahha.

 Naza (the guy wearing a cap), the drinks maker..
He is one naughty, playful, joke-ish guy!
But he does his work well! Really well.
These people  above mentioned were the ones who taught me everything, since I started.. Wahhaha. Appreciate them, I really do =)
Now, for some people…
we met, we talked, we shared, we laughed.
And we parted.
Syafiq (the guy) stopped work two weeks after I started.
He looks so innocent right? =P
 Harjit, one of the “chefs” stopped work beginning of March.
He’s someone who has a really different, yet, interesting experience in life. I admire him for all he has been through.
 Kak Ent (the one in red), she was sort of asked to stop work, she came 3 weeks after I started.
 Kak Ent and Aini (the one in brown)
 Epul and Aini
 Epul, Aini, Ika, Kak Ent
Some work in progress:

Ina, wiping the cutlery.

Ika, fixing the phone line for the credit card.
Epul, waiting to give the customer back the credit card.
I wrote this board!! Hahha.
One of the things I like doing there..
 One of our pastimes, filling up the “tissue cups”.
Working in Barney’s..
wah, can meet a lot of people *duhh*
Okay, people I know lah =P
 Schoolmates, YFers, churchie people, friends, etc.
 Oh yeah, especially Ah Ma. Like so many times..
And she helps me willingly on her own accord to do some work.
 Some random shot. Hahha.
That’s the place we sometimes sit down and hang out.
Well, last week was the most disguising week..
I had to clean someone’s vomit in the SINK.
And it was left overnight because the one supposed to wash the toilet the night before didn’t clean it up.
Of all things, vomit in the sink?
Don’t ever vomit in the sink!
The poor, dirty, yucky sink will get blocked =(
 I saw a little baby mouse, trapped in between the mirror and the brown brush, in the worker’s toilet.. It was so so so super cute! I mean the mouse! It was like blinking its eyes and breathing. And because its stuck, I could see its stomach going up and down while it was breathing.
If only I could have taken a photo of it..
Or, catch it and keep it as my pet!
But it won’t be for long lah.
Ever since I started to work, I find that there are much more things of better priority than to just go online and blog.
 That’s why.