Sempurna

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Sempurna… Sempurna…

This song, Sempurna by Andra & The Backbone has been on my mind for the past few days. Especially during Mikroekonomi period… Learning about anjal sempurna.. Hahha.

This song reminds me of… well.

Anyway.

Come to think of it, isn’t it like how our Heavenly Father loves and upholds us?
And isn’t it true that without Him, we are nothing?

It reminds me of His blood shed for us on the cross.
And that we have Him in our hearts, the One who breathed life into us.

He isn’t just sempurna, but more than sempurna.
Just like I learn that nilai keanjalan sempurna is infinity, He is indescribable.

Disappointment

When everyone is against us.

When expectations are not met.

And fail to realise that.

We deceive ourselves by giving excuses.

We just want an easy way out by giving up.

We run out of motivation and purpose.

Situations may cause us to feel disappointed. Disappointment leads to giving up something. Something we wanted so badly before. Something we thought would turn out great.

Something precious.

So precious that we are blinded to see its importance.

Because, we dwell so much on our feelings of disappointment.

We are unable to see how great an impact it would make, if we learn from where we failed. If we stand back again on our feet.

Changing the way we look at things, full of hope and passion.

But. If some are driven by Christ to determine on, what would drive the others?

EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT

EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT

EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT

BE STRONG.

BELIEVE.

(Believe, Yellowcard)

Friend.

No one likes back stabbers, liars, traitors.
What if we ourselves are one of those?
We wouldn’t realise if we ourselves are considered as such to other people.
Would we?

It hurts when someone called “Fiend” lies.
I may even say, “Hey, at least give a less obvious/better lie lah.”

It hurts when Friend puts on a façade.
I wonder, “Why can’t friend just accept and admit friend’s weaknesses and wrong doings?”

It makes me go impatient with Friend.
When I can see all of Friend’s flaws no matter how Friend tries to hide them away.
Giving Friend many chances to admit that Friend has weaknesses.
Making me feel like telling Friend straight in Friend’s face that, “No one is perfect! So why must you be so embarrassed and scared that others will think lowly of you?”

Though there are times when I feel sorry for Friend.
Trying to live up to an image Friend is not.
Trying to prove and show people how great Friend is.
Knowing that Friend will miss out a lot in life if Friend continues on like this.

With crossed fingers, I will I continue caring.
Hope has not dimmed.

Sound of .

I don’t know what to say.

How to say.

When I need to say them.

Words run out and away.

Leaving me talkative inside and speechless outside.

Silence sometimes is preferred, but if everyone isn’t silent,

then I shouldn’t?

The one who loves.

Being the one who sacrifices because of the one we love.

Being the one who hurts because of the one we love.

Being the one who tries to hate because of the one we love.

Being the one who suffers because of the one we love.

Being the one who seems invisible because of the one we love.

Being the one who gives up because of the one we love.

The one we love.

The one we love.

The one we.

L  o  v  e  .

We cannot fully understand why we act the way we do.

(at least for me)

But one thing is for sure.

As Christ did.

It’s for the one we love and cherish.

To even die for those whom we love.

On the other hand, the pain we now have.

How can it ever be compared to the pain God went through?

I’m glad. Contented. That I know. That I believe. That I have.

A God who is a God of LOVE.

A God who, is love Himself.

A song sung by Don Moen, not sure if it is also written by him, which I found really. The thing that kept me hanging there. Link to hear it is HERE.

I Will Sing

Lord You seem so far away
A million miles or more it feels today
And though I haven’t lost my faith
I must confess right now
That it’s hard for me to pray
But I don’t know what to say
And I don’t know where to start
But as You give the grace
With all that’s in my heart

Chorus:
I will sing I will praise
Even in my darkest hour
Through the sorrow and the pain
I will sing I will praise
Lift my hands to honor You
Because Your Word is true
I will sing

Lord it’s hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans You have for me
But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free
But I don’t know what to say
And I don’t know where to start
But as You give grace
With all that’s in my heart

Salam perdebatan!

I’ve uploaded photos (yayy!) of happenings past few weeks.

To view them, click HERE and HERE.

Hmm. Yesterday was National Day.

And I wanted to go for the countdown at Tasik…

But my school friends didn’t want to go…

*sigh* and someone *ahem* didn’t say anything…

So I went to sleep early feeling so unpatriotic.

Hahha..

Perhimpunan Kemerdekaan in school on Friday was ….

I miss singing Keranamu Malaysia and Jalur Gemilang in Convent.

So bersemangat!

We tried being bersemangat there, but we ended up laughing at ourselves.

When what we have is taken away, we’ll just start to appreciate what we once had.
Anyways.

Did you see the Setiausaha Negara? Penyimpan Cap Mohor Negara?

Can only see once in a year leh!

Selamat berpuasa!

Which reminds me. Yenn, you’ll be back for Pasar Ramadan!