Let me take a breather.
I’m breathless for words. Thoughts.
Breathe of Life, breathe into me.
Aside from the laughter, making a few teachers smile, playing mahjong cards and trying to hit the books, school this week has been draining. Or so, I feel.
We did not have MUET lessons this whole week (had MUET speaking trial) and some teachers did not enter the class towards the end of the week. Draining, despite that “ease” of not having to do homework or study an extra topic.
Split between decisions.
That is just the façade.
The interior: praying, crying, thinking. And thinking. And praying.
Furniture carved with detail: I belong to the Light.
Well, MUET is six days away, and I have to prepare for Lower Six orientation week and exams.
Dark clouds gathering. Maybe some lightning would do good.
I’m looking ahead, at least, trying to.
I’ll remember to bring my umbrella, Ella, kay 🙂