..that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night
And so that irritating song which is kinda meaningless (in terms of the principles of life I live by) is stuck in my head.
Well. Exams are unofficially over.
Left with one more paper, Pengajian Am 1 (objective), next Wednesday.
Today is supposed to be the day where I rejoice that it’s all going to be over, burden lifted off my shoulder..
But you know what?
Instead of feeling all nice and happy and jumpy, I feel lousy.
I feel as if I’ve not given my best into my exams.
I’ve not done much of my best.
In the midst of this week’s craziness, I wonder what I’ve been doing over the past one year.
How come I’ve never seen this thing before in my book one?
Why now only I fully understand this concept?
What have I been doing?
SPM, I knew it all.
Well, at least 80%?
STPM, it’s like 20% I know?
Hahha. No la. Not that bad right?
Maybe 40% la.
I know I can’t do anything, I can’t change anything,
but you know,
words are just words that are sometimes repeated too often until it makes no sense.
I guess it would take some time for my thoughts and all to settle down,
I know they will, but when, I don’t.
And if my results suck..
You know why, I know why.
We all know why.
And we all say why.