yaroq the plant, has died. it really has. about two years ago.

so, since it’s dead, let’s leave the dead and let’s celebrate life.


that’s where life continues!

cheers! =)

Today, I am reminded..

..that the world isn’t all nice and wonderful.
That people aren’t all friendly and lovely.

We were at Kampung Paya Community Hall to help out in the mooncake festival outreach program for kids, and I parked my car beside Sean’s.
Wasn’t far off the hall we were heading, but it couldn’t be seen from there.
The event lasted for about three hours.
Sean went to get his car, and found out that his car’s back seat window behind the driver’s seat got smashed.
He drove into the hall compound, Zhi Howe told me what happened: Dashboard drawer opened, CDs scattered, car seat wet (was raining).. but nothing missing.
My first reaction (in my mind): Whattt?!
My next reaction: My car’s parked beside his!

Zhi Howe teman-ed me to go get my car.
Nothing happened. *phew*
Although while unlocking my car door, I thought what if those people ambushed me.

We got back to see Sean.
And then Sean suddenly remembered that his bag’s gone.
The Puma bagpack we bought for his birthday last year, filled with clothes, Bible given by Jit, all prepared to go for Fast Wait Pray (FWP).
No valuables. Good thing!

I followed him to the police station to make a police report..

While waiting, had some thoughts:
I may not 100% understand what he feels..
but I can understand how it feels for something like that to happen.
How it feels to be in shock..
And realise that it’s your mistake..
That it could have been avoided IF only..

How it feels to be in the police station for the first time..
The sense of hopelessness when you’re unable to report details..

How it feels to be grateful, and yet, sad and angry.
Trying to be optimistic, but yet, reality kicks in so badly.
The lost of things, although may not be $ valuable, but it had sentimental value..
Knowing that it’s a slim chance of ever getting them back..

It all reminds me of.
That one incident, with a snatch thief.
Which is enough to make me reallyy aware.
To make me fear each time I hear a motorcycle.
To make me realise that motorcycles have different colours..
To make me realise, that the world, isn’t all that nice and wonderful.
And people, ain’t all that friendly and lovely.

Yet, when I think back of the time I went jogging after a week or so after that incident,
of how I was reminded that good people still exist.
People who smiles and give positive remarks along the way..
People who are genuine.

Oh, what a world I live in!

that familiar smell..

..of home sweet home!

in the upper deck

After eight hours in the bus..

Pays off to be home: simply lying down on the couch.. opening the fridge.. hot water! and mummy’s cooking! 😀
No, I still haven’t switched on the television.. surprised?

And yeap, mummy left this note beside the mirror.. how sweet!

Learning to appreciate, as the days go by.

May Allah grant me the wisdom!

kaya raya

Introducing... Roti Banggali!

Nah, it wasn’t that nice actually. Hahha..
But it was nice to taste kaya after a longg time!

How I miss my roti bakar bun and keping.. and cham ais.
And satay.
Even though Penang’s like.. supposed to be food paradise, but I guess I haven’t found any of these as nice as Kluang’s!
And pasembur!
Like I’ve tried Khaleel’s, Kayu’s, Subaidah’s, and the corner shop beside Marrybrown..
They all taste like ……… and so little stuff too. No tempe!
Nothing beats the pasembur near my house!
So seniors, if you’re reading this, don’t forget to bring me to nice nice pasemburs.
Then I can gladly and proudly say that Penang has wondarfool pasemburs! hahaha =P

Okies, back to books.
Two more chapters!


we don’t give up when we can’t see.

no, we don’t give up when we can’t feel.

no, we don’t give up when we can’t hear.

ctrl+r myself, knowing that i can’t ctrl+z things.

ctrl+p His Word, as i journey a ctrl+n chapter of my life!

May He grant me the ctrl+bness to live on, looking beyond and ahead.

After a long long time…

Yeap, it has been a long time since I wrote something here. Not that I don’t have anything to write about, but too many things to write and I know it would take a long time.. So due to pure laziness, aside being away for about a month for Youth Mission Initiative, I just left it like that. Haha.

Hm, let’s start with updates.

Currently working in Shalom, a learning centre.. Just started about a week ago. So far, so good. Although it has been cracking up my brains a lil. After a month and a half of rust in my brains.

Also, getting myself ready for the after effect of results. Haha. Like the where, what, how, when, why.

Basically these few weeks have been doing a lot of thinking (yeah, and you’ll prob ask, “since when has she not been doing a lot of thinking” haha.)

Thinking, seeking, asking, praying. All these years I’ve been so certain of what I want to do. And prob the most certain person around my peers. But now.. or at least the past few weeks, I’ve been so lost.

Suddenly everything, or maybe, all that I was ever so certain of, becomes blur. Sometimes even doubting if I really want to do that.

Well, things now has got a lil clearer, but still, seeking. Really glad to have people around who gave much input 🙂

Hm. We’ll see, how things go.

For now, bye. Haha. Got a few things to finish doing. So. Too bad 😛

The end.

Of my blog.

2876 posts… hmmm.

Haha. Gotcha. (hopefully)

And it’s just some figure I typed there.

Well, today marks the end of school (aside from having to go back for exams).

We arranged the chairs and tables in school yesterday, and had Majlis Restu Ilmu today.
Yeah, my school’s slow in this. But in stuff like running and all, we’re like.. really fast. (That’s how a sports school works. Hahaha.)

I realised that after one and a half years of being in the same school, those typical and prefect-ish Convent girls, still can’t stand how disorderly and slow both most teachers and guy (GUY) students are.

I also realised that the most influential teachers in Form 6 are…

Pn Liew, Mr Mathew, Miss Chang, with Miss Nice Student

Yeap them! Three of them, are popular among students..

There must be a reason why they are popular among students right?

That’s because they teach well, meaning to say, that they put their students needs above themselves.

They are lovely teachers to hang out with any time, and cool people to joke around, plus, Mr Mathew who never fails to joke and laugh with us.

I’m proud to say that they are all Christians, and I believe that God is pleased with them in how they impact and play a part in every student who comes, and goes.

I really really really thank God for such teachers, especially Miss Chang, who has been supporting me, when it comes to bring others a step closer to the Light. Truly, a teacher who has such a passion for them to come to know Him.

Oh, she even prayed for the BB members and me for our coming exams! And I was given a chance to pray for them first, before she did. Hahha. It was worth calling it an unforgettable experience.

I can’t really put into words how much they mean to me, but I guess you’ve caught a glimpse of how proud I am of them, and at the same time, encouraged.

So yeah.

Rock on teachers!

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